Bleh

Bleh pretty much sums up the way I have felt for the past week or so. I haven't worked out at all so that is probably why I feel this way. At first I didn't go swim because my goggles broke and it was a few days before I could get to Academy to get another pair. Then I was too busy running errands like grocery store and Target. I'd say " I'll go after I finish this load of laundry" and then before I knew it it was time to go to work. I need to get off this roller coaster of emotions!

I wander from room to room in this apartment and get more and more depressed. Every room has a pile of mess! Bathroom=dirty. Kitchen=dirty. Laundry piled up on spare couch ready to be folded. The master bedroom I share with Kellan has toys strewn everywhere and her bed is a pile of stuffed animals. Every night when I go to bed my bed has her discarded clothes from the day as well as random pencil crayons, tape, and whatever else she was drawing with.

I need more hours in the day. Or I need to become more scheduled. I try to sit and fold clothes but then I remember I have to delete some emails and oh I haven't been on FB in a couple of days, and then there is the book for book club I've only read two chapters so far. And then I need to clip coupons and plan the meals for the week.

I just want to run away sometimes!